ngeowie ;

haha me scooping ice-cream to keep myself alive... yeah ecp-kias rocks!

Jonathan blogged at
[2:12 AM]

stupid stupid banana walnut flavour...shit you! fuck so hard to scoop...what if i injure my hands! stupid banana walnut...

Jonathan blogged at
[2:08 AM]

i finally get to change my name tag from trainee to jonathan today! weee!

Jonathan blogged at
[2:05 AM]

Only Hope

There's a song that inside of my soul.
It's the one that I've tried to write over and over again.
I'm awake in
the infinite cold, but you sing to me over and over and over again.
So I lay my head back down,
and I lift my hands and pray to be only yours
I pray to be only yours.
I know now you're my
only hope.
Sing to me the song of the stars.
Of your galaxy dancing and laughing and laughing again.
When it feels like my dreams are
so far, sing to me of the plans that you have for me over again.
So I lay my head back down,
and I lift my hands and pray to be only yours
I pray to be only yours.
I know now you're my
only hope.
I give you my destiny.
I'm giving you all of me.
I want your symphony.
Singing in all that I am.
At the top of my lungs,
I'm giving it back.
So I lay my head back down,
and I lift my hands and pray to be only yours
I pray to be only yours.
I pray to be only yours.
I know now you're my
only hope.

Jonathan blogged at
[10:59 PM]

thats me with the hat.it was after the payco concert where i went as a guest musician and got lots of free food. i know someone did...(its laurel! he took one and a half log cake from the reception after the concert!)but i shall not say who this person is but i can say that he plays the trombone...

Jonathan blogged at
[1:37 AM]

the aweful purple confused thingy at the far end is me!

Jonathan blogged at
[1:34 AM]

i love this picture because i love it...

Jonathan blogged at
[1:24 AM]

Jonathan blogged at
[1:20 AM]

'

CURSES F**K ALL YOU SLUTS AND DIE IM FREAKING PISSED CANT YOU TELL!

Jonathan blogged at
[1:10 AM]

HUH take so many times le still must take,its okay i love taking pictures! weeeeee!

Jonathan blogged at
[1:08 AM]

Hi i am wei kang i love taking pictures take take take!

Jonathan blogged at
[1:06 AM]

Exhibit number 1

My class went to the national musuem today! wei kang so extra came tagging along.Instead of looking at the artifacts and stuff, we were taking pictures like singaporean tourist.On my left is just on of the pictures we took.This was when Japan surrended. yeah!More pictures coming up stay tuned!

Jonathan blogged at
[10:22 PM]

Now you guys know how lousy I am. Its proven...

Jonathan blogged at
[8:14 PM]

Today is performing class again.Sigh...I went to meet Sok Mun,Jun Ru and Jason for lunch altough I did not take anything.All of us left the stall furiously and Sok Mun started cursing the Indian workers at the prata stall.They did not return their change and that stupid old man still dare to act dumb.Oh wait, he is dumb!Then we went to the library to return books and on the way we crapped around talking about shit and pee.

Performance class is super long today! 3 hours plus we have Singapore arts scene after that its like 5 hours in the small place.Wondered how I survived.Performance class will be cancelled next week anyways I am not going.I got a battle to go to.I hope I survive.Today I had totally no mood to play my piece.I just forced myself to play the whole song and i quickly left the stage.I am so screwed!I thought I did badly but the others say overall I was okay except that I am abit stiff.I have this bad habit of stiffness when it comes to playing and when I am nervous.Anyway I was quite displeased with one of someone's comment today.The person actly compared me to someone I know.I hate comparison comments.It stinks!FUCK!

During Singapore arts scene lecture, I sat alone for half the lesson until Kai Xing came and saved my life.I just realised that without Qing lun, Sok Mun and Richard in class,I feel out of place like I do not belong.They were not here for lesson today.It has already been a month since I came to this school and this class and I don't know most of the people in class.MADNESS!Very few people bothered to introduce themselves or try to get to know thier new classmate.Seriously I feel very rejected from this class.I really don't know what to do.Wei Kang told me he knew everyone in his class by the first week.Whats wrong!AM I THAT AWFUL?

FUCK I HATE ME...

Jonathan blogged at
[12:41 AM]

MY LIFE!

Jonathan blogged at
[12:40 AM]